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Mandarin still not done, caring less. Got to care less - otherwise I'll get ulcers, and stress-headaches, nerve-seizures, or massive moments of restlessness. Must evaporate the worries which bog my mind, thick and viscous. I can't really go on if I'm already full of this shit, this absolute rubbish... what do I expect to come of any effort that's funded by fear of mediocrity, stupid fears like that don't deserve goals, that's candy.
That's cool.
Fuck cool, haha, and fuck special. Lies I've been told and are useless to me now. Mediocre's my level and cool's for the gang. I should be happy with what's around the corner, curious even; I've spent this year (so far) learning, can only hope it pays off. These tests are for me, who cares about scale or standing or style. I'll do what I can, consider it no more than a trial.
A lot of things are like that, I find. Tricks we've been taught as good traits. Be conscious of this or that specifically for the sake of your social position. Remember to pay attention to your looks, or to use polite language - hm, I think that's where I draw the line. Anything more, the delicates, the predicates, all those details are merely formula. Take the colour of my sunglasses for example, let's say they're yellow and existent, how would I let that dictate my conscious mind or, rather, how would I remain conscious of that in social situations?
It's a pretty shit example, but say I did care... say I saw another yellow glasses wearing gimp or I saw a strictly green glasses wearing Gloria, maybe I saw a bunch of eye-heads without who seem to be staring at the blacks of my face with suspicion or, even worse, staring with what I suspect is suspicion. Say, now - just say - I saw a green glasses wearer see me with my yellow glasses off and then, later, on.
Do you even know what I'm talking about now? If not - GREAT SUCCESS! I've proven what useless rubbish all that extraneous thought actually is. Such social thinking is temporarily tangible, it perpetuates without purpose in an attempt to make sense of something best not thought about.
If you still don't know what I'm talking about, ah - forget it. You're lucky. You don't care and that's good. It's best not to anyway.
That's what I'm trying to say.
I need to meditate more. Clear my mind and fill who I am. |
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[Feb. 16th, 2007|01:35 pm] |
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WHY IS AMERICA!
I met some someone who sad that God's alive because evolution couldn't have invented coke... you know, from chemicals that weren't supposed to mix. This is logic hard to follow. Nothing to do with molecules, this wasn't an argument concerning matter (and I think it was blatantly ignoring time), it was about what chemicals were and weren't supposed to do. Basically, they weren't - if you asked any 'real scientist' - supposed to invent Coca-Cola! There's no trouble here, I agree with the kid. It's true! Chemicals just aren't supposed to up and form Coke on their own, that shit aint sound. Chemicals don't really do much on their own at all. Kind of at the whims of circumsta- whoa, bonded to carbon - BUT WHERE DID GOD COME FROM?
Nevermind, I'd be a fool to continue down a track so slurred and insensible. Despite all the rot in that boy's brain, I think it'd be reasonable to blame such ideas on how evolution is being conveyed as a theory which rivals creationism. Evolution is no threat to God. This is important because those who believe in Intelligent Design shouldn't feel the need to flip out against, what I consider to be, flawless logic. They can still claim that a mighty deliberator wished the world into it's incomprehensibly complex construction... WHY NOT! Ah, calm, now... I mean, really, why not. The universe is bafflingly intricate, our simple minds buzz on the details (let alone the implications), and when asked 'where did it all come from?' those too afraid to take LSD can theorise a creator! Man times a million. Perfect in wisdom, skill and size, only considered in infinite, able to design everything both conceivable and not. Now, that could've happened, who are we to say it didn't... But to claim that as an argument against evolution can only end in an illogical spluttering of spin-doctored shit. To argue against evolution is to argue against change.ewgee.ahga
FUCK, I got it. Fundamentalists should lighten up. Absolutists should take a break. Separatists should get with the program.
Ah, it really got to me, though. I am so disappointed with the clarity stolen by smudge-campaigns. Individualism, personalism! Haha, rubbish... I'm being ridiculous now.
I'm ridiculous. |
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